My life sucks....

19/01/2014 14:52

So... I've had my fair share of screw-ups! I  have messed up 1 too many times.... Why does it have to happen to me? I feel like my life has always been an up-hill ride. and to all those people whom I've hurt on the way, I never meant to or planned to or liked to. I lost myself a long time ago, and I'm just trying to find that small lost girl... but I feel like she's lost forever... All I ever needed was someone to show me who I am... To find me... However when someone gets close, I get scared of being hurt.... So I hurt them.... but by hurting them, I hurt myself! I hate it!!!!!!!!!!! 

The only thing that could make me feel better is talking to you..... Please talk....