why?!

01/12/2013 17:14

I've just found out that my ex (Rob) is (and has always been) in love with a girl called Rachel. So, I was just being used by him as a fill in for her... Why does this always happen to me?! The first person I love, lied to my face when he told me that he loved me.... Life is f*****g sh*t! I feel like a complete fool! I wonder if I even deserve love..... I can be a horrid person.... I dont deserve anyone as nice as him.